“Go bring Me a shell from the Beach…” This? This saying applies here.
I will never, ever ever – AKA I will go to My grave, carrying this in My Heart – tell You what “kind of shell” to bring back to Me. That’s a TECH Rabbit Hole, and – per usual – TECH is missing the plot.
But because This Whole Website is about “Planting Seeds”? Imma tell You, DR. [N: but don’t rat Me out to TECH… I like to keep TECH guessing lolll]
Here’s My Rule: “I Will Never Give You a MadLibs with all the blanks filled in.” I mean, where’s the fun in that?!? [N: My Own Answer: “None”]
It’s a Test.
“But-But-But Conner!?!?! Didn’t You say there ‘Is No Test’??”
Agreed. But that’s a Conceptual way of looking at things. What trumps Conceptual data? is IRL Experience data. Hands down.
Why am I testing You, DR? Because I need to find out if I am wasting My time here. I need to get My Own air-quotes ‘Proof’ of Your internal thinking. I need to ‘see’ if Your drawbridge is down or not. And I need to Believe that You Love Me. And if I cannot acquire this data? I’m tapping out. If I fill in the MadLibs blanks & I “don’t like” something in this Story? I’m tapping out. And most importantly: If You intentionally F#ck Me, DR? Like, “on Purpose”? Imma grab My lighter, crumple that MadLibs page into a ball, and Imma set it on fire.
[N: and whether it’s “Ashes to Ashes & Dust to Dust” or “rise again like the Phoenix”? Well, that part of the Story hasn’t been written yet. maybe. “It all Just Depends.”]
I have unMet Needs, DR. These needs change/evolve, pretty much allll the time. And if You are paying attention – because You Love Me and care about Me and wanna Support AKA Protect Me – You will bring back the air-quotes ‘Right’ shell.
But if You don’t even go to the Beach – the reason is irrelevant – or You have “too much on My Own plate” or are distracted by other external, “More Important Sh#t”… do You know what I am doing?
I’m watching You. And… I’m acquiring data for Our (Yours & Mines) interpersonal relationship File.
If You are My Mom & I all-of-a-sudden Outta Nowhere start “acting out?” There’s a reason for it. This reason is just UNKN to You at the moment. And if You jump to “punishment” and “consequences” and all that external BS? Imma burn up… and whether it’s the first result or the latter result? That part of My Story isn’t written yet. And You? You may never get that part of the Story anyways.
But back to this Story loll.
Imagine I am Your Wife & You are the Husband, DR. If “in the beginning” I used to seek You out, to Connect, to Reveal, to Share My Excitement… and Now, in Current Day? “That ship has sailed?”
There’s a reason for it. You just don’t know it yet. TECH may have already started gathering “How to get a Divorce in Florida” data – after PASSION being triggered over & over & over again to infinity – and once TECH reached “the Tipping Point” now the decision is made. You, DR, just “don’t know it yet.” Because You can’t see the MadLibs – You don’t know how I’ve filled in the blanks. And You can’t jump into My head with Me.
So, the Bottom Line here? You’re f#cked. loll
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Conner’s Comments: This is one of the reasons “Modern Medicine” is in a huge giant Rabbit Hole. Gone are the days when Doctors were close to Their Patients – AKA the “small town” or “Community – before insurance & “managed care” rolled into the scene. Now? Medical Professionals are focused on “fitting the round peg into a square hole” to get Insurance Company approval for payment, instead of using their brains. [N: acknowledging that “Anything is Possible” and weighing the IRL Experience data of Me, the Patient, as the treasure map of how to proceed]