And when I say “faking it” what I mean by this is “just like that scene in When Harry Met Sally, when H & S are having lunch together and She is giving Harry data that He clearly – by observation of His behavior – has ‘never heard’ before. Specifically? Sally is exploding a mental grenade in Harry’s SB in this scene.
This, DR, is PASSION. At least, this is what PASSION ‘looks like’ in My Own SB. No matter how the external shell physically ages or changes over time. You could be standing on My porch right now, and the Person that opens the door doesn’t appear exactly like this. In fact, You may only catch a passing glimpse of PASSION, assuming We (You & Me) Connect in some way. [N: usually, with verbal conversation]
But just like lightning? PASSION can – and does – disappear. Usually, after electrocuting some Human Being on the ground loll. And You may not know “what hit You” or even if You “were imagining it” – but I am here to say, 100% Guaranteed, that PASSION is *always* present. But not always… visible to the naked eye.
It’s not that PASSION doesn’t Trust You, DR: PASSION Loves You. No questions asked. Light switch on? Light switch off. It’s pretty much instantaneous, from My Own personal Experience.
But PASSION isn’t the only one in this bottle: There’s also a message.
And who is writing this message? Who is scribbling notes furiously on the notepad? TECH. TECH is acquiring all the data that’s happening right now, between You & Me, in Real Time. And as all this IRL mutual Experience data is gathered? TECH is continuously doing an evaluation. Literally, minute by minute, New evaluation. Why? Because it’s not You I don’t Trust. It’s this external World We – Society – are all living in loll.
Conceptually? This World is a pretty sh#tty place to be stuck in, IMO. So I don’t air-quotes ‘Live’ in it: I create My Own World to live in. I Connect with Friendly Strangers, I convert Them into My Herd, I pay attention to My Own unfilled Needs, etc. etc. And that’s it! “I go about My Own business.”
And You wanna know something? I Am Living My Best Life right now.
But – like everything else that’s worth manifesting for Myself IRL – it takes constant practice. And hey! I got outta bed this morning, so I clearly ain’t done yet loll.
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Conner’s Comments: I can guess that TECH Folks “out there” wanna know – Inquiring Minds always do, after all – Who & What I am IRL. “Is Conner a Guy? With a d#ck? A Chick with a pu$$y? A Gay Man? Binary? Transvestite? What bathroom does Conner use??”
And wanting to know this data is a TECH Rabbit Hole. Responding “None of Your Business, DR” is too lazy IMO. Imma flesh out some details for You: First? Unless You and I are about to f#ck each other, physically, IRL? This data is irrelevant, and Second? Who the f#ck cares?! Seriously, think about it. Are You so unhappy in Your Own Life that You have all kinds of time to ponder on what I am specifically doing, or saying, or how I am living?? *checks watch* Last I checked? We are all burnin’ daylight here. But hey! As long as You are happy with the results, You do You, okay?
“I’m Not the Boss of You.” [N: Thank God because I’d probably do a much better job, clearly lmao]