In the interest of maintaining My Own internal Equilibrium, PASSION has been pinging Me. [N: pulling on My shirttail for attention, looking up earnestly & trying to catch My eye] “Okay okay, Sweetheart. I ‘see’ You there.”
PASSION is My favorite Person of All Time. I Love PASSION… and I’ve spent My whole entire Life – literally – learning how to ‘see’ Her. And meet all Her unMet Needs. And not try to – *Pearl-Clutching gasp* – Not try to suppress Her. Smother Her. Suffocate Her.
Why? Because You gotta know something about PASSION: She may look very warm & cuddly on the outside – like a defenseless little Kitten – but She Will F@ck You. When You hurt PASSION? In any way, shape or form? PASSION will get Her pound of flesh. But – and this is a big butt – PASSION won’t stop at just one pound. PASSION will take Your entire physical body, Your Soul, the very breath in Your body, DR.
So, the Bottom Line: Keep paying attention to PASSION. And don’t f#ck with Her. [N: You’ll be sorry, IMO]
But PASSION is also where a lot of My Life’s “Amazing Things” reside. PASSION is the Keeper of My Memories – the good & the bad ones. PASSION is an excellent brain-stormer, always percolating on those outta-the-box Ideas. [N: the box = TECH loll] PASSION is a Mystic. A Jester. A Magician. A Mind-Reader. A Fortune Teller. [N: “Fortune favors the Bold”] And? PASSION is a Dreamer.
I once happened across a blog site way, way back in the day, written by a Gal Who had recently lost Her Beloved. It was fascinating, to walk with this Woman as She laid Her Heart completely naked to My touch – Her soul, completely bare – I mean, just recalling it now as I type these words to You, DR? Chills, all up and down My arm.
That blog changed My Life.
Pondering on it, I highly doubt – if I never happened to discover those Stories, if that Lady never shared them in the first place – that I would be here, now, in this virtual Space with You, DR. Telling My Own Stories. Nope, I think I’m 100% for sure I would not be.
And so, as I go with this flow – even waking up from a dead sleep at 3 o’clock this morning to scurry over to My computer to type the Story that PASSION needs to tell at that specific moment [N: otherwise, it’s impossible to sleep loll] – My SB pings with that Lady. That UNKN Soldier. I hope She made it through the tunnel, that Lady who lost Her Beloved. I hope She’s doing well, now, IRL. And since I don’t have any way to get Proof – I’m not Connected with Her IRL after all – I’m just going to imagine that She is now living Her Best Life.
That’s what PASSION wants to believe, anyways.
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Conner’s Comments: I vaguely remember the details of that blog – the Dream Domain, the Bunny, My Liz – oh! And this quote. The quote did stick with Me… I will never forget it:
“I write entirely to find out what I’m thinking, what I’m looking at, what I see and what it means. What I want and what I fear.” – Joan Didion
**EDIT: I Found It!! Thanks Mr. Google!** https://thedreamdomain.blogspot.com/2010/?m=0